The good won =]

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Well today turned out to be a better day than yesterday :) Alhamdhulillah! Everything that happened ended well. But I know its still there in his heart and mine too. Sigh. When will it all vanish and let us be in peace? I don't mind fights, but atleast make up the same day. We used to be like that. But now, neither of us have control over the fight. Or maybe we do, but don't realize :S
Anyways, I went for math class at school today. I went a bit late. It was just after i went into the class that he arrived too. It was quite weird =P the math teacher had a weird look about it. Yah so, I had been having his calculator since withdrawal exams were over. So i returned it today. I just passed it over to him. After class was over, he came upto me and gave the prison break CD's. I didn't even look him in the eye. I was so hurt about everything. I refused to take the CD. But i felt bad. He asked me again "Are you sure you don't want it?" I couldn't make up my mind. But then I realized that, all these days he said that he had been bringing the CD's along with him just to hand them over to me and if I refused to take it, obviously he would have got mad and badly hurt. It took me quick seconds to realize that. I was just thinking if I were him how i would feel. That way I got my answer. So i accepted the CD's and walked away expecting him to come behind me and try to talk to me. But he didn't. Instead I walked along the corridor all by myself. Depressed!
But the best part is, I gave him the Scooby Doo today :D And wanna know how it all happened? Okay. Here's how it happened. I had Scooby in my bag. I told Shalla about it. Luckily, I was sitting next to her :D and she and I sneakingly put it into her bag. Once class was over shes like "Ruby, How do I put it into his bag. His carrying a small bag" lol. She told me to look. I was like "If i look, he will know I'm looking." lol. Cause, I didn't want it to be obvious that I'm looking at him especially when we aren't talking. Hehe. I miss him. But when I'm angry and hurt and all, I just don't want to show all that. And it takes time to show it out again. Anyways, back to the topic. Shalla had noway of getting his bag to put Scooby. So I told her to ask Suleik to help her. He can snatch Sadam's bag and put it in. And thats what he did. He somehow got Sadam's bag and Shalla and him got the Scooby in :)
My baby didn't even know there was anything in there. Scooby was wet as I had washed it again =] to be hygenic.lol. Yah and when I was leaving I sent Sadam a text saying that "its wet. Just dry it and it wont take too long." He thought I was referring to his calculator. Its hilarious :)
We were texting and argueing till noon. But somehow, got back to our senses and were okay. Much, much later while he was getting ready to go for basketball, that's when he checked his bag to take out his books and he saw the Scooby :) and it was a total shock for him. Lucky for me, he was happy about it :) and seemed like he absolutely LOVED it =]
Its unbelievable :) He is such a marvelous guy! Aaah man :) I just don't know how more to explain my love for him. And you know, in the letter that i wrote for him, I said that I was waiting for the right time to give him the gift. Yah, I've been trying to find the right time. But the right time never came. As we always have fights and keep argueing and it goes on forever. Sigh. BUT I felt that, today was seriously the right time that I gave it to him :) I realized..that, you shouldn't really wait for the right time for something to happen. But go for it. And when you do, then it's called the right time =]

Anyway, today was pretty good. Thankfully =] Maybe because I prayed. I have to keep praying more. But he has stopped praying. Which is a really bad thing. Should start pushing him to that again :D
Imma go to bed now. *yawn* I'm pretty much sleepy tonight. Okies. I'll talk to you soon :D you tc! hugs. Thanks for listening =]

Lots of Love,
Kaboom Krunch =]