Back to where we were!

Heeyyy!!
I missed you! lol. Im sorry I couldn't write to you sooner. My sister was using the computer. Shes been using it like forever. Cause shes got to finish her project and give it in by Monday. Anyways, how have you been? Cause I have been AWESOME :D
Everything has gone back to normal. Alhamdhulillah :) I'm so happy about that. I hope it always stays this way. As I woke up today, I called my love and spoke to him for hours :D Aaah! I just love doing that. Oh and do you know, he wanted to read this blog. But I didn't want to give it. It's like totally charterrr then, and now that he read it I'm feeling kinda shy. :$ Cause he saw everything. But its aight. Hehe. He aint gonna read anymore. Now all my stories just between you and mee :D and it's a secret. Noone knows about this. Heehe..
I made him listen to the song 'Ordinary People' by John Legend. Have you heard it? lol. I'm sure you have =P It's all over the net. Yah, it's an amazing song. And I think it's the PERFECT song for him and I. and also 'Love Like This' by Natasha Bedingfield ft. Sean Kingston. That's awesome too. I pretty much enjoyed today. Except that I kinda got mummy hurt. Cause she told me to get ready to go out. I asked where. She said to the docs. I asked her who shes taking to show to the doc. And I heard like she said "Taking maama to the doc." But I didn't wanna go. I wanted to stay back and talk to my baby boy. So I told her I aint going. BUT in the end, she was just going alone to show one of maama's medical stuff to the doc. She wanted me to join with her and have fun on the way. lol. But then there was not enough time then to get ready anyways. I felt sad cause she was kinda hurt. But then, I kept my baby with company :D So it was kinda okay.
Hmm.. What else happened? There's too much that happened over the phone with me and him. But sorry, I can't tell you all of that =P It's called "Private Love Talk" :D Anyway, I had to go for class around 7. And I MISSED HIM A HELL OVA LOT AT CLASS. Sigh. It sucked. I couldn't even text him properly. Cause if Miss Chamalee found out, she would have given me nicely. Obviously it's not nice to be with the phone at that time. But haha, it was funny, whenever she goes away, I quickly take the phone and trying to type, but I'm scared if she comes and I get busted, and with that fright I keep pressing wrong keys. lol. And when she comes, I quickly keep the phone away somehow. Like acting you know =P But I nearly got busted man! She kinda saw! But didn't make it an issue. I don't know why though. Maybe cause imma gooooooood girl :D lol. Sadam texted me saying that I got on from facebook. I was like O.o how the hell could I get online when I'm at class. Oh!!!! I get it. I just remembered. DHATHA! What if it was her? Maybe! It could be! Oh ok.. you don't know about it do you. Well Dhatha is .. my sister :) When shes near the pc, she used to keep asking me if she could go through my fb, and see her friends stuff. Cause her friends are on my profile too. And dhatha gets updated from my fb. She doesn't have a fb anymore. She doesn't want one. So, the thing is, she used to keep on asking me very often if I could log onto my fb and if she could check. She used to ask me realllyyy often. So oneday, when she asked me, I got annoyed. lol. Cause while I'm watching tv down, I have to come all the way upstairs and type my password and go down again. So what I did was, I just gave her my password. So now she knows it. And she gets on it too. But I've told her to ASK ME before she gets on it. It could be her. Wait I'll ask. lol... Hey!! It was her -.- What the hell. -.- She couldn't even answer me. She knew I would scold her. lol. She's like "Urrrmmm...Yah i did check it only for a few minutes" >.>
Now what's baby gonna say to me. He will think it's me and all -.- And he would get mad. Hmm.. I should just tell him :D Yah.. I'll tell him tomorrow.

Hmm.. I wanna tell you just once more, that... HIS THE MOST AMAZING PERSON THAT I'VE EVER MET AND I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART :D and His the one I've loved the moooooooooooost :D Aaaaaaaaah!! Noone else is in other than fah him :D
Heehee.. I knoww.. I seriously am crazy about him. But I seriously don't know about him. I mean, I don't know whether he is. Well, he does love me. A little. But not to the extend of being crazy. But what I do know is that, with his past crush's and ex, he was like totally into them. That's what I've seen from what I've seen.lol. Like the messages he had written to them in his fb inbox. Ohh..!! HE STILL HAS THOSE :O
Sigh. I can't believe he still has those. Even when he has the time he doesn't bother to delete. Sigh. See what I mean. But atleast I know he doesn't read em. Atleast I think he doesn't. You know, there were these comments that I saw on his pics that his ex had commented. And I complained to him oneday that it's still there. He asked me to delete -.- I told him to. And till now, he still hasn't. I am not gonna make a fuss. Am just gonna wait and see when his gonna do that. I've told him once. And if his mindful, he would do it. Oh! and also, after the scene with zainab, i was soo mad, and on HIS OWN, he came to the conclusion that he will delete all the girls from his fb. And yet, he hasn't bothered to do that. Sigh. He just says it for the moment and bam! For him, there after it's gone. But what he doesn't realize is, I remember every word that he mentions and it's still in my head. I don't want to keep reminding him. Then it doesn't seem right, does it? I mean, if he says something that he will do or he will not, then he should stick to what he says. Sigh. I don't know. But imma wait and see how that bit is gonna work out. Maybe the day he loves me as much as I do, he will =] I'll just have to wait till then.

Anyway, Imma go to sleep now. Tired. And I've to go and write his messages in my "his message book" hehe :) Now it's like a daily routine for me. Been doing that since the first day we started texting :D and I love it :D
Okies then, goodnight. Sweet dreams. Sleep tight. Dont let the bed bugs bite xD

Lots of Love,
Kaboom Krunch =]